Think forward to your future,
Paint a metaphysical, perfect picture of desire
In your head.
Manifest cerebral masterpieces with the greatest care,
Making sure to smooth the edges of past disrepair.
Mould the matter of her heavenly form and mirror her curves with your smile.
Shape a prospective partner with a guided hand, singing praises all the while.
Let your heart take your hands and sculpt a true love,
With intentions so divine.
Pray to your Lord, to bring her to life,
To let her live, to let her be mine.
Take your palette and draw her deep eyes, in which you'll lose your thoughts
Of petty things so unworthy of her mesmerising
Open one eye and gaze at the world
While you still can.
Savour your sight while it still lives.
Take in the rich hues of your departing world, as its colours pay their last respects.
Memorise each futile glance, each furtive face,
Each pupil rolling to the side, twitching as it tries to hide its distaste.
Picture the hate, and rejoice,
As you know they're avoiding you.
You know you're still not there
In their eyes.
Look up at forever's sky,
Considering your tomorrow, if it'll care to stay.
Attempt to match your eyes with stars
Which never seem to fit.
Attempt to find judicial solace in a heavenly court,
Crying your pleas to th
Thoughts reminisce, bumbling around your head, like lamenting misers,
Creating worrying whirlwinds of woe,
Mutilating your masochistic mind with regretful razors,
Carving intricate tapestries of worry into your docile brain.
Thoughts of past tribulations intermingle
At your depressive soiree of mind.
Flirting voraciously with whomever they like,
Combining with the thought least attractive
To produce a sour aftertaste the next morning.
Thrash around eagerly in a boorish manner
As you try to divine, with your prehistoric methods
The result of your impudent insolence.
Try to measure the gravity of the situation
With your rusty tool
Twinkle twinkle little star,
How I wonder what you are.
Alas we proclaim
As we stand with disdain
In our eyes - a surprise stricture
From an unexpected movement.
Feel the requited vine of unrequited wine,
Red,
Circle my neck with an uncanny warmth -
Imparting volcanic wisdom to my unworthy gullet;
Soothing the ache of the birth in the brakes,
Of the voice in my head, whistling with dread -
A medley of what I already know.
Compassion slithers, circling a grotesque edifice;
The wayward path between mind and body,
Squat and fat, splicing these worlds,
Crying with mind, encumbering thought,
The lumbering tears of this battle you
Reach up, touch your reticent muse, as she blesses the winds with her playful smile.
Entertaining her gods with dextrous guile, chanting her verse of a love so wry.
Angered yet poised, she argues her cause – of existence, to that malicious lord.
Dry flecks of fear shred my mind of ideas, yet my inherited fight rages on.
Bursting my brain with empirical shy,
Eternally throwing my hurt at this brain,
That sits on a post where it dreams stolid
Want, of this coconut pain I can't see; to compromise - as means to my end -
Empty I feel as I'm now forced to deal with my very own barrage of self derived thought,
Exposed on my post, trying to
Cry on, my weeping window of woe,
Cry on
As the sun smiles on you, and gives you that reticent wink,
Reminding you that the shine, the reflection on that chink,
Is but a mark of disrepair, a sign that she doesn't care,
Rolling these streets while creaking your sullen, parched prayer.
Cry on, roll on with your enchanted sheen, persuading the Other that
Mine is far greater than yours.
Inflect past your sacred paradigm, brush on, my friend,
See past the grime, the pain, that mucky acquaintance with a word.
Black.
I was sitting on the roof, fragmented as can be,
With my arms thinking legs, and my legs jumping free -
Of age old co
"If this should fall into thy hands, revolve"
So begins the life-long tock.
Quartz strikes dynamics strikes tick rolling tick encouraging tock.
Unaware perception, subdued awareness,
Imbuing the norm on my love lost heiress.
The striking waltz, intricate motions of finger slamming sullen niceties.
Feel the dizzying knot of the majestic pitter patter,
The gentle mantra of supposed rain,
Caressing and embracing my sleeping brain.
Feel the bloody needle swing quietly round the bane of my dormant-
Sleeping brain jabbed by temporal daggers.
Blood red spine of my insanity,
Stabbing me slowly as it reaches its twelfth friend.
Synchro
Twirl your finger in the pensive air,
As you trace a fuller figure with your number one.
Skim the rules while you play a sly piece
As the game begins to bloom.
Grab your seat entranced
As the players start to dance;
Feeling the right moves
With a shy wink of the eye.
Convoluting menace in the clicks of felt heels
On the cold glass floor.
Monochrome enjambment ensues as a half-caste mesh
Wraps itself around a precarious hand.
Let us slide from the white to its dull neighbour square
While the unnerved lieutenant
In your head
Does his thing. Drawling numerical letters in a redneck accent,
Wishing he was the coloured action star
Point your finger down at the river, dip the point in.
Watch the life-water meander around your docile stump.
Follow the snaking streams of
An unnerving love with a childish gaze.
Trace the double-ended bastard sword of an
Unjust existence; with your eyes.
They can't feel it.
They never do.
Cry a little harder,
Lose sense in your perceptual peons,
Commanded to see the dry rivers of corruption,
Dense with apathetic sabotage.
The work of modern day atheroma terrorists
Hidden under a fleshy, freckled guise.
Go back, to the time when rivers under your skin
Flowed with a great intensity.
When the rhythm rhymed with itself,
Did
One.
I am now at one,
the yin
the yang
emulsifying before my beating heart.
The bridges connecting the very foundations
of mind. The table being set in the living room of my thought.
The knives being left on the side, the shining gleam reflecting the
very feeling of one onto the canvas of emotion.
The teeth of the forks moulding their way around former friends, creating new.
Fresh allies being welded in the forge of heart.
The dual becomes the single
The right and left,
non essential as their ambidextrous cousins push them aside.
Two becomes one.
Once upon a time in a virtual node,
a numerical child lived in executable abode.
Keystrokes for fingers and Ascii for toes,
lived well he did in this house with no woes.
Out of the void, sickness came in,
the "solid" window
gave quite a din.
The system is breached, the firewall impeached
Antivirus gave up, died down, was a leech.
My defences down,
profound holes, big and round,
inferior programming ,
mine.
Sublime hybrids,
now mine.
Aliens browing my sectors with glee,
corrupting my friends, disregarding their pleas,
my windows now broken,
my roots being ripped open,
the source
it lay there
with a blue warm glow
flashed
The quest of hitmen is a task
in which my interest is very vast
The shining blade of which I hold
The slit, the blood, the blistering cold
Siberian hounds howling towards my track,
A simple bullet in their back
The body rigid like a mast
Rigor Mortis holds much like a cast
The blood spewing from the neck
Like a volcano fountain, from the holds of heck.
You
How many lives have you lived?
I ask myself as I sit,
my back to the door.
How many histories have you seen,
the effervescant bastard love running through your veins
how many souls
gone
taken?
I'm here to tell you
magazine; that we
us
are bigger than now
our pumps pumping faster
we dont need no
you
For you see, I'm not thinking that you are understanding
your saying of phrases with random deliberation of
a corrupt court in the dungeons of your thinking.
We are faster, the clock is slowing
we dont need no
you
A sneaky smile tip-toe's onto my face,
I realise that I dont need no reading
I dont need no
you
I stare through the half open door
I see a frame, but in it lives half a
picture.
I look in the half mirror
and I find myself
myself kicking at the dreamless sleep of a roaring touch
suddenly
half a steed comes in, carrying half a knight in half plate arms
I find myself again
Now I can sleep
I sit here in the corner,
my corner, in my
head
The crimson roses of my emotion wilting
to a further fuschia. I am in myself alone,
I see no others in the blue dome of my pugnant rage,
the furious instinct standing guard over my one, that is myself.
I sit here and I weep, while smiling madly
I shall give today
Today I shall give
But still the guards
they stand
The reflections of me,
quite bland.
My opal vision is blurred.
Others, I ask you...please?
Do they seem...unconcerned?
Today is for mine, to celebrate my legacy,
it is for my own, for friends to dissaperate,
not to negociate.
Out of the emerald fields of my own, come
Why is it in the gap of enduced freedom
only when I have reached one end of the world,
MY world, and stumbled to the other,
being escorted there by the ones that have set me free.
Why is it that I see such light on my end of the ultraviolet spectrum,
when others are in the dark?
Why is it that one and one produce none? The culmination of the labours of others,
leaving them in the dusk, while I, the late bird; why am I at dawn?
Forgive me, as my peripheral vision has come crashing down on my limelight,
reaping all happiness from my mind, the thought of my coloured, converging world,
suddenly diverse in the ways of......paper.
Why w
I will be honest with you.
I cry on, now, feel sorry for mine,
Thoughts choking my brain, I have no clear mind,
Myself is ruined, I see no hope
For I cannot scribe, no meagre tome.
I ask myself, why do I mix,
My ruined heart, my shredded wings
with logic, power, my upstart brain,
The two are confused
I feel such Shame
With this feeble thing, I try to do
the many things, to see your life through.
I watch, I teach, I learn, I scribe,
To try to better your petty lives,
But how can I now see this through,
If my two part brain is now subdued
Excuse me now, if you must,
My two part brain, being concussed,
Must be taught to see thi
Insanity is falling on my brain parade.
Insanity is falling.
We run, we try to escape, we hide inside the houses of others in the hope that they can save us from
OUR
insanity.
The misty black sky of my brain parade.
The misty black sky, angel bent on the desecration of
US.
The creamy vapor rushing through the skies of my brain parade, like a war stricken bullet.
Insane.
I have lost all sense of direction. The innards of my inner ear telling me that the
ONLY
way to go now is insane.
Broken hearts flying left...or right? Wrong? I cannot tell. While all the time, I am standing in the centre of this diminishing brain parade wonderin
The cycle is a story based on the piece of music 'Mars the God of War' by Holst. In this story, I have taken the actual character, 'Mars, the God of War' and brought him to life. I have converted the music to a story about Mars and how and why he creates wars.
This piece wasnt inspired by a workshop session but what inspired me was the question on why we wage war, and this piece is only one way of explaining it. I wrote this piece to show that war is pointless, and the only thing achieved out of it is death, if that can be classified as an achievment. I wanted to say that the soldiers fighting the wars are like pawns, pawns in a game for amu
Her name is Love.
I spoke to her through tainted eyes, and she listened.
'Do you remember a time when your mind felt young?'
Fresh, nubile creatures: we are born back ceaselessly into the past; dreaming.
Into ceremonius discontent; we MEANT to be a burning effigy..
With the most glorius flames, we were about marry destruction and creation.
I almost believed..
I almost didn't awaken,
He almost didn't live a Parisian death but the Doors remain
Open
and I come to fill air-tanks with the breath of perception.
Perception's name is Love, she told me in a passionate burst amongst the flower bed.
Are you here for the revolution?
Are you
In The Cold
there's a tingle
then a click,
as a penny
(or my pound,
to be precise)
drops and I
realize quickly
that my fingers
jerk red and
stiff as hooked
lobsters – my ear
shifts in swift,
alarming protest;
my neck would
shriek if it
could, contenting it-
self instead with
Braille-esque bumps
that rise from
beneath my
skin – like paper,
I flutter in
vicious winds, and
squeal like a
whipped pig, running
from tearing eyes
and cracked hands;
sleep seems appealing
for eternity, a
permanent hibernation of
withdrawal and protection
from this most
mendacious of seasons –
completely sold on
oversize cardi
She eternally falls.
Begotten from the father,
Forgotten from the others.
She betrayed the spirit,
She never knew how much it meant,
To worship.
Slowly she falls,
down to the sinful world of ours.
She knew that she had done wrong
She knew it was her fault.
She cried a long and painful cry,
as she neared the earth.
She wept,
hoping to be forgiven.
She remembers the dagger,
the blood,
and the Holy Spirit
falling from its podium.
What came over her, she will never know.
She notices that no longer is she an angel,
but a human, about to die.
She closes her eyes,
and that is the end,
of the broken angel.
Think forward to your future,
Paint a metaphysical, perfect picture of desire
In your head.
Manifest cerebral masterpieces with the greatest care,
Making sure to smooth the edges of past disrepair.
Mould the matter of her heavenly form and mirror her curves with your smile.
Shape a prospective partner with a guided hand, singing praises all the while.
Let your heart take your hands and sculpt a true love,
With intentions so divine.
Pray to your Lord, to bring her to life,
To let her live, to let her be mine.
Take your palette and draw her deep eyes, in which you'll lose your thoughts
Of petty things so unworthy of her mesmerising
Current Residence: London Favourite genre of music: Alternative Metal Operating System: Windows XP SP2 MP3 player of choice: Windows Media Personal Quote: Magnify the Inverse
Favourite Movies
Batman Begins
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
System Of A Down, Jimmy Eat World, Green Day, Red Hot Chili Peppers
Favourite Writers
William Blake
Favourite Games
Deus Ex
Favourite Gaming Platform
Xbox
Tools of the Trade
Razor-sharp wit, my brain and my notebook
Other Interests
Writing (Fiction and Poetry), Computer Games, Computers, Acting, Stand up comedy, Hitman!!
I'M ALIVE! I'M ALIIIIIIVE! Only just, though, so bare with me.
Well, it's certainly been a very, very long four months. What have I been doing, you may ask? I've been using this time to mull over my past poetic exploits and to sit back and reassess my view on life, in a very critical way; call it moment of enlightenment, if you will. I've made various observations about life, my life in particular. These are:
1. I don't like pretentious people.
2. My poetic style annoys me.
3. William Blake is THE Romantic poet.
4. I love Romantic poetry.
5. I wish I could write Romantic poetry.
6. I wish I wasn't such a procrastinator.
7. How the hec
Hello hello hello to everyone!
Firstly, yes, this is a dA journal entry. I'm scared too. But seeing as I've been blessed by the powers that be with a weekly subscription, I've decided to stop relying on my Livejournal, and give THE PEOPLE what they want, red hot, meaty, rather visceral gossip. Prepare yourselves.
As of 1:36 PM, I'm sitting on my behind, vigorously devouring the pages of "Enduring Love", trying eagerly to squeeze out a "useful" list of quotations, for my upcoming literature exam. Yes, the Aris is going to encounter his toughest literary foe yet, the AS English Literature exam! *Cue dramatic music* That's right, tomorrow I'm
Hello, Thanks for the comment and the favorite. I was the model in the picture. I have a remote to my camera. Well it wasn't exactly my camera. It was my Grandma's. But i'm glad you liked it.
I'll look in your gallery as soon as I can.